April 24, 2006

• me so smart

  rushed home today to do my laundry...sorted my shit and got it all
  ready by 730pm (last wash at 8pm).  searched and searched and
  searched for my laundry card, but couldnt find it! where the fuk was
  it??? oh that's right...lodged somewhere in one of the boxes i already
  packed away. me so smart...

  there is no fury like one derived from watching a hopeless game on
  tv.  the kind where the team ur vested in is playing so sorry u
  cringe in disgust and the frustration builds up in your stomach and
  chest but u can't do a damn thing about it, which of course ticks u off
  even more.  i tend to hold it in until it boils over and i shout
  expletives and flail my arms up in the air in furious
  exasperation.  i swear in some ways it's worse than being royally
  screwed over by someone- cuz at least ur rage is warranted and directed
  at a real culprit...instead of yelling at stupid figures in the tv like
  an idiot.

  i have to leave for the airport in 6 hours. of course i spent the last couple hours packing...just not for this trip. SO smart.

  i need a serious attitude adjustment. i can't continue to go thru life
  making such wise decisions. either that or quit killin all my brain
  cells.  What do do????

  • 11:39 pm
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